Well I knew this day would come but, as you know, I’ve said that before… And if that day had actually come, then this one wouldn’t have. If you follow me.
The new school year usually starts with at least one inset day to ease everyone in gently and this year we got two. Perfect for someone worried about connecting with anyone other than family and who hasn’t had to put an outfit together in almost a year.
So, up early on Monday and managed to cobble an outfit together that looked pretty decent. Nige made me a coffee and we chatted about the weather and what was happening in the world. We haven’t done that in quite a while, Nige preferring to bring our coffee up to bed. At 8.15, with mixed emotions, I grabbed my things and gave him a kiss goodbye.
“Have a nice day!”
“I’ll be home by 1…”
It’s strange. As I sat in the hall, listening to Sue outline the new term and read through policies read through many times before, the past year just melted away. As if I’d always been in that seat, at that table, in that hall, with Gemma to my right and a bowl of Skittles in front of me. Weird. Then, after that was done we had to go to our classes. Mark wasn’t in so I was left pretty much to my own devices, just a few jobs left for me to tackle. My mind drifted back to last year, when I sat in the very same classroom, cutting out letters for display boards and preparing my desk for the rest of the first week. Only this time there was no desk to prepare – a years hiatus meant that everything at Roundhill had moved on without me – and my class too were grown up by a year.
As promised, I was home by 1pm. I felt quite accomplished, as I trundled along in my van. Refreshed, renewed, hopeful that this little bit of old normality might just balance up the abnormality of my life. For though it felt oddly surreal at work that morning, as I opened the door and was greeted by Harry and Gabe still in their pyjamas and an emotional Nigel, with his hearty,
“Hiya! It’s lovely to see you again,”
I reached up on my tiptoes, planted a soft kiss on his cheek and thought,
Nah, this is surreal, right here. Back there? That’s normal…
I’m going to be fine. I can’t speak for everyone else though.